i'm not really sure why i clicked the link to create a new note.. i don't really have anything in mind. i don't know. maybe im just too bored of not doing anything. though i still don't feel like doing something. that means im pretty indecisive of what to take next. oh well, im always indecisive, but i guess that is the very essence of me bravely taking a step forward. you're not really sure what's gonna happen, yet you still choose to move, because you don't want to get stuck somewhere you don't want to be. though still, there's a very thin line between bravely taking a step forward and recklessness. and i guess that's the part where it starts to become challenging. cause for an average person, it's never easy to accept that at one point in your life you've been stupid enough to take a reckless step. and i guess that's one part of my life that im still trying to overcome. and yes, its not really easy. especially when you know that the things you've done wrong can potentially change other people's way of looking at you. hays. at the end of the day, it'll still be you looking for the right bus to get in to. maybe im still on that part where im struggling to look for my own, but hey. i have a Helper. hopefully next time im gonna type something out of the blue, I'll be able to say something positively certain. i'd love to type in answers and proofs, not questions and doubts and uncertainties. maybe, tomorrow. hahahaha
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