Another year has ended, and there comes another that offers
a fresh start. The past years were full of transformations – from the simplest
to the most complex, and now finding its way back to simplicity and calmness.
2011 was my year of application of all that I’ve learned – the
things that was added to my knowledge and personality. 2012 came as an
extension, but furthermore, it served to be a year of realizations. Sweet as it
may sound, but realizations didn’t come as pleasurable as mere learning as that
of 2010. It involved a lot of wrong choices, wrong perspectives, wrong steps,
wrong timings, even wrong persons. But as what I always say, everything has a
brighter side. Not because I am a die-hard optimist, but because that is
reality. And as I say goodbye to the year of heartaches and disappointments, I
say “HAHA” for I am still here, alive and kicking and more equipped facing
2013. I say “enough!” to self-inflicted destructions, even those caused by
others. This year I struggled to gain control over myself, but ended up being
controlled by my ambitions and desires. And so, this year, it may be a struggle
again, but this time it is to give back the control to Him who knows best. The
year will be a better year – opportunities, friendship, more wisdom, right
happenings. My spirit roars for genuine joy, for love, and for a closer
relationship with Him, my Guide. Hurrah! Christian is on his way closer to
where he should be! Amen.
“Yes, no one promised
a smooth-sailing journey, but you can hold on to His promise that the
destination is a land of milk and honey. No worries! You committed mistakes yet
you learned. You made wrong choices yet the road back to the right path is
still left wide open. Take courage! Rest in His peace. Keep it burning,
Christian.”
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